Years of pain, self-hatred and grudges. Sure to have haunted me forever. If I let them.

Physically leaving them all behind. Sitting in the flying dust. Because I had to.

Taking inventory of my new environment. Realizing that "I" had to change as well. Because I wanted to.

Starting new relationships - friends and love. Even Saving myself from a fruitless human existence as well as an even more fruitless after-life. Finally opening my eyes and stepping out of the darkness. And into the light.